“What does this mean?” Vasquez breathlessly exclaims in the video. “It’s so bright. Oh my god, it’s so bright and vivid.”

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In the days since news of Vasquez’s death initially broke, his social media channels have been flooded with commenters paying their respects. Robert Borchard, described as a friend of Vasquez by the Modesto Bee, told the paper that regardless of “where I was or what I was doing, Paul was a bright spot, always enthusiastic about the world.”

Vasquez maintained the account Yosemitebear62 on YouTube, regularly uploading videos that documented his day-to-day life. Since Vasquez died Saturday, two additional clips have been uploaded to the channel, possibly having been scheduled in advance. YouTube did not immediately return repeated requests for comment regarding the channel.

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In a Facebook post shared on his page prior to his death, Vasquez said that despite his health complications, he did not want “any advice, or sympathy.”

“Like I said I am never stepping into another ER or hospital again, that’s where people go to die, I don’t want to die in a hospital hearing beeps, alarms, getting poked and woken up, hell no!” he wrote. “Whatever happens I’m ready for it, I’m happy to experience it all, it might only be pollen and I’ll have more time in my apartment, if it’s the virus and it’s my time to recycle I look forward to coming back to a new body and starting over, whatever happens I’m enjoying the ride.”